This prayer circle is led by : Gengreen
Dedicated to: TGB
Please pray for Timothi. He has lost all hope, and he is spiraling toward the jagged rocks below. I pray many tearful prayers for him to come home, but even after my last prayer circle request and praying for others who find themselves in the same place, I have been given peace about it...my eyes were opened. Praise God. This is all part of the process of redemption. Some people have such hard hearts, they have to learn the hardest way. Timothi is going to be one of those people. Please pray for God to do a mighty work in Timothi, no matter how long it takes, and even if he never does come home. I love him so much, I just want him to work through all the pain he has carried all these years, and feel the peace he longs for. I said to him yesterday, "I truly believe that God will heal you." He said "You think you know, but you are wrong. I cannot change, it will never change." He said it again to me today, and so many days...this is why he left, because he says he cannot stop...and he does not want to hurt me anymore. Please pray for his addictions. I don't know what it feels like to be so lost in an addiction that you have NO HOPE! It must be a very scary place; lonely and sad. My husband said, "If you can give me a compelling reason why God took my mom when I was only 8 and gave me the horrible life I lived, I will turn my life over to God in a second." The only thing I could say, hours later over email, was "If she had not died when she did, the entire course of your life would have been drastically changed. Not necessarily for the better either. In the end, you would have never had your son and you would not have the opportunity to raise your child under better circumstances than you were raised. Everything happens for a reason." God knew us before we were formed, before we were a thought in the minds of those who physically created us...He knows every step we take every choice we make and he knew Timothi and I would be right here in this place. People say that they feel love when the two of us walk in a room together...it is obvious that we love one another...God has a plan greater than I could ever imagine, and no matter what I will say "blessed be the name of the Lord!" Thank you all and please keep praying for my mind to stay steadily perched on God's word and his faithfulness, and please pray for healing of my beautiful husband. Thank you all.
I pray for healing for your husband and your family.
I pray that Lord take him and wrap him in his arms and fill him with hope, love and peace.
In Jesus's name I pray.
Amen
Dear God, I pray for Timothi, who is so lost in his anger toward You and self pity, that he can not see the damage he is causing, or the opportunity to be a model to his son. Many have experienced great losses in their lives; strong are they who do not use it as an excuse to choose the path of addiction and irresponsibility. May Your Holy Spirit outshine his human frailty and reward him with a vision of his true self, Your beloved son, and his true character, which can only be revealed through submitting to Your will. Amen.
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